Sunday, March 25, 2012

more than 7 days


hai all

yes more than 7 DAYS he never contact me...for 3 years he just accept that we break up and he can forget me about 7 DAYS ...

sebenarnya ade juga aku nak kol die nak sms die but u know me...im the ratu of EGO...i repeat ratu of EGO ok...doesnt he know that....

what cn i do, ALLAH have plan something more special than this...may be uhuk3

YA ALLAH percepatkanlah rezeki yg ade di dunia untuk ku, percepatkanlah jodohku, percepatkanlah aku jumpe dgn kekasih hati ku yg sentiasa tunduk dan patuh pada perintahMU YA ALLAH....dan mampu memberikan perhatiannya padaku dan juga pada keluargaku....yang dapat memberikan kasih sayangnye padaku dan keluargaku jua.......yg mampu mempercayai kata-kataku dan jua menghormati ku....

berikanlah aku kekuatan mental dan fizikal untuk menempuh semua ini...untuk tidak berasa sunyi....
YA ALLAH give me strength and remove all the sadness........

jgnlah dibiarkan aku hidup tanpa teman istimewa dlm hidupku..........

berikanlah lelaki yg terbaik buatku, pertemukan aku dgn lelaki itu secepat mungkin.....

aminnnnn

Tuesday, March 20, 2012

I lost my love



15 mac

that is the date where we decide to separate. yess separate...from being my boyfriend and now he is same as the normal man in my life...

at first i cant cry but after i re-think im totally wanna cry a lot. a lot a lot very very very much

oooo my the poem really sweet, i wish i could give the poem to someone where he can give me bunch of love, comfort me when i really need it, can bring me with him whenever he goes...

is it my fault???

i feel like this litle baby....totally wanna end this feeling...

not so early to find the man i want.





i need love after all