Tuesday, June 12, 2012

assalamualaikum and very good day

it has been 2 months and 28 days he left me w/o any compliment to get together again....i feel sad but im not sure i can except him becoz of fobia...will he be good to me again?thats the point...but sincerely i miss his personality a lot, not all man i can trust and he is an exceptional.

now somebody come in my life but i think he doesnt like i cling on him....in this world women always need man...im not the cheap one to chase ur life...u got me wrong if u think me like that...i should put a distance!

ya allah please gv me strength to put my lonely life away.. i wish i can find someone that can bring me to jannah and protect me all the way!

dear friend, i will no longer cling on u!

Wednesday, April 18, 2012

syair terindah buat sang lelaki

Jika Dia Tercipta Untukku...

Ya Allah...
Aku minta izin
Bila suatu saat aku jatuh hati
Jangan biarkan cinta untukMU berkurang
Hingga membuat aku lalai akan adanya Enkau

Ya Allah..
Aku punya pinta
Bila suatu saat aku jatuh cinta
Penuhilah hatiku dengan bilangan cintaMU yang tak terbatas
Biar rasaku padaMu tetap utuh

Ya Allah...
Izinkan bila suatu saat aku jatuh hati
Pilihkan untukku seorang yang hatinya penuh dengan kasih dan cintaMU
dan membuatku makin mengagumiMU

Ya Allah...
Bila suatu saat aku jatuh hati
Pertemukanlah kami,
Jodohkanlah kami,
Satukanlah kami,
Berikanlah kami kesempatan untuk lebih mendekati cintaMU
Dalam suasana yang sakinah, mawaddah dan rahmah

Ya Allah...
Pintaku terakhir adalah seandainya ku jatuh hati
Jangan pernah Kau palingkan wajahMU dariku
Anugerahkanlah aku akan cintaMU
Cinta yang tak pernah pupus oleh waktu
Izinkanlah aku untuk menemui
KerinduanMU

"Ya Allah jika benar dia tercipta untukku, maka permudahkanlah segalanya buat kami...
Semoga ketentuanMu memihak padaku.."

Amin...


copy from "someone"


Thursday, April 12, 2012

WHEN U KNOCK MY HEAR

assalamualaikum guys,

i dont y im so sad, wanna cry at someone shoulder, but i dont have someone special yet.....aftr long time i still remember him...my heart keep touching here and there, come on dear heart stop thinking about him....

cry

and cry

and cry again

but yet still dont have any tears


i SAID NO TEARS!




see how i feel? this make me uncomfortable and wanna run away from this world....words is easy compare to action...yessssaaaa this i agree,so dont take serius my words, im joking rite now!


yessa joking with uneasy heart...

sory readers coz i dont put any info or story frequently

k readers c u next time just wanna thank if u read and understand what i feel now...its all about love and i regret in love with this type of man!

k

nyte all wanna sleep with peace

before sleep i wanna share this songs


remember you!


Sunday, March 25, 2012

more than 7 days


hai all

yes more than 7 DAYS he never contact me...for 3 years he just accept that we break up and he can forget me about 7 DAYS ...

sebenarnya ade juga aku nak kol die nak sms die but u know me...im the ratu of EGO...i repeat ratu of EGO ok...doesnt he know that....

what cn i do, ALLAH have plan something more special than this...may be uhuk3

YA ALLAH percepatkanlah rezeki yg ade di dunia untuk ku, percepatkanlah jodohku, percepatkanlah aku jumpe dgn kekasih hati ku yg sentiasa tunduk dan patuh pada perintahMU YA ALLAH....dan mampu memberikan perhatiannya padaku dan juga pada keluargaku....yang dapat memberikan kasih sayangnye padaku dan keluargaku jua.......yg mampu mempercayai kata-kataku dan jua menghormati ku....

berikanlah aku kekuatan mental dan fizikal untuk menempuh semua ini...untuk tidak berasa sunyi....
YA ALLAH give me strength and remove all the sadness........

jgnlah dibiarkan aku hidup tanpa teman istimewa dlm hidupku..........

berikanlah lelaki yg terbaik buatku, pertemukan aku dgn lelaki itu secepat mungkin.....

aminnnnn

Tuesday, March 20, 2012

I lost my love



15 mac

that is the date where we decide to separate. yess separate...from being my boyfriend and now he is same as the normal man in my life...

at first i cant cry but after i re-think im totally wanna cry a lot. a lot a lot very very very much

oooo my the poem really sweet, i wish i could give the poem to someone where he can give me bunch of love, comfort me when i really need it, can bring me with him whenever he goes...

is it my fault???

i feel like this litle baby....totally wanna end this feeling...

not so early to find the man i want.





i need love after all